Is this what love really is?
Telling someone where you are...what you did...
CONSTANTLY
It feels more like an obligation...not something done out of personal willingness
More like a responsibility.
I've always been on my own....
This burdens me
'Reporting' my daily activities
I know he's just concerned
But I suddenly feel suffocated and roped down
He seems to only see one side of my multifaceted personality
When I turn into my 'emo' self...
His words, his assurance...doesn't tug a heart string at all
When I'm angry and frustrated, he makes me angrier...
When I want to joke around, he takes me seriously
When I want to be serious, he does the exact opposite
Where did the old him who got everything I said went to?
Where did the guy who made me smile whenever I read his messages go?
Who's this person?
I have no idea anymore.....
The past, on the other hand, decides to return and haunt me
I finally got over you and moved on...
Now you're back
And my old feeling is back too
Such a wrong time
Our timing never did match...did it?
Ever since we parted ways
A small yellow flower reminded me of you
I can never forget you...you know that too, don't you?
So please stop sucking me back into the past, please
I want to move forwards...not back
I want to forget you but keep our memories intact
While they are still beautiful and untainted
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