that feeling.....

why is it that i sometimes feel he isn't listening?
i feel this nagging feeling that
he doesn't feel the way that he claims to be feeling

sometimes he just seems to be playing with my heart strings
his words doesn't feel as sincere as it used to be
his voice sounds as if he has an ulterior motive for calling

when he talks about his life, i sometimes cannot find a connection
like the sparks people feel...or the mutual understanding

i feel irritated every time he misses my point
it's like he doesn't get me like he used to
aren't we supposed to understand each other more?

what is love anyway?
how do we know we've got it or not?
how do we know it actually exists or it's a fabric of someone's over-exaggeration?
am i supposed to feel it immediately?
i still have no idea about this feeling....i just feel burdened
it's as if i have to support and care for someone else as well.....
i can't handle myself properly already and i'm supposed to commit?
FYI i have no commitment problems...
just trust issues.